Random musings

Life has been rather quiet lately. Not a whole lot going on. I'm really missing the hustle and bustle of college life right about now. I'm working on a couple different projects right now, including a few books.

I celebrated my 22nd birthday last week. I hung out with the family and then on the 21st I hung out with my friend Tiffany. Now there's nothing exciting until Fall semester starts, barring my getting a job. I can't wait to start classes again! The smell of new text books and note books, fresh ink on pages and the weight of my backpack on my shoulders. It won't be nearly as heavy as it was last semester though lol.

Well, back to job searching and Farmville. Ah Farmville...

I feel so helpless...

All I want to do is help the people I love and I can't. I don't want them to hurt anymore or have horrible things happen to them. I know that all I can do is be here for them but DANG IT I want to be able to do so much more than that...

There needs to be a button I can push that takes away all of this stuff...they mean so much to me and it hurts so badly not to be able to help them feel better...

I want so badly to take away their pain, their heart ache, all of it! But at least they know that I am there for them.